I am a mother of older children but at home I have a set of 8 yr old twins. My husband is  kidney transplant patient who has a genetic disease and who reqiures alot of care. He will still be not with us for a long time but we treasure everyday. I have always done what I could to help others and put people before us to make a difference in the world. I have looked for work and moved home to Buffalo NY to get his kidney and now he went back south with the twins where he is not so ill. My family who all has money and are very selfish has never done anything to help me or anyone else. I will work any job and I am in a depressed area that has nothing to help us. I also have no way to get down now that we are upon the holidays.We live on SSI and the people in Buffalo have stolen money from me and taken money for things that I never recieved. I now will be alone for Christmas and also spent Thanksgiving alone and with no turkey dinner. Now Christmas will be the same. I make a little over 7000 a year and the folks in Buffalo have managed to take more then 1/2 of that from me. I am only asking for someone to help me get a uhaul or something to get me and my childrens items to NC where I will seek employment. I live my life believing the best in people and have been treated aweful and used. I always have managed to get by but now being away from my children for 7 weeks the depression is setting in and I am afraid I will become completely homeless as I am sure the friends house I have been staying with is getting tired of me sleeping on thier floor. My things are filling thier garage and I have nothing of value to sell for if I did I would in a second flat. I know all I need is a helping hand. My mother passed away almost 6  yrs ago and since that time my family has turned thier back on me. If anyone has an odea how I can get help getting our things down there. No christmas gift in the world would mean as much as me being able to hold my children it is all they have asked for from me for this year. I am not asking for a handout but just a help or loan to get a truck to go be with my babies.